Can you tell the difference?

MAN, yesterday was one hell of a night. BAWLED my eyeballs out and I still managed to perform. It was my first showcase. :D Nervous as hell. :s It's like, when you walk up on stage, you feel so confident, and just as you turn around and look out to the crowd, everything in me just froze. Haha. The crowd wasn't big, trust me, it wasn't, but you could feel the eyes watching and staring at you. Haha. It was good though. I think that was the only time where I was feeling happy throughout the whole night. Could you tell that I was crying just half an hour before? :p