Yesterday night.

Yesterday night I cried, I wept,
I lay in bed feeling alone,
Yesterday night curled up, I slept,
Hurt everywhere was all that was shown.

Today I thought things would get better,
That maybe you see what I saw,
Patience, I wait, just to see whether
The cold in you would thaw.

Tomorrow I don't know what would happen,
The future I cannot see,
Who knows, maybe, my face still ashen,
As again you let me cry, let me be.

But I'm not a boy.

Been working at Dorothy Perkins again. GOD, it's been hectic. Haha. So we have to play music there right, and a collegue burns Beyonce's shizz. I never really payed attention to the If I were a boy remix til now. DEEP. The whole song reminded me of my relationship with Fawzan. I mean, I thought the song was so true as it originally was, but then we get the other perspective in the remix. It just hit me, so randomly, like that. Haha. The line that did it was "You are not a perfect woman, AND I am not a perfect man". I think a girl's insecurities shouldn't get in the way of a relationship. And if the guy really loves you, you're bound to realize that in time. :)

New Years Resolution.

Happy New Year, all! OMG, we'll all be getting a year older and the zombie apocalypse is not far away :O Haha.

Anyways, I really think that I should do something about my whole fashion dream thingy. I think it'll be great if I could just start with learning how to sew, from there, I'll just practuse and start making the simplest of my designs. :D

Apart from that, I'm also gna start saving more, for when the rainy days are BOUND to come.

AND, I'm wna make sure that I'm gna be a better daughter, sister, friend and last but not least wifey, to all my very much loved ones.

Peaces in!